Journal
Cx72 Poetry: Ivanna Baranova
December 27, 2021
postal
i’m fine, cleaning spilled water off your house
change of address but my mail stays
spread across the country
it’s constellatory practice, my far star becoming far
an errant clause deciphers the harmonics of
our sighs the minutes erase their numbers
like a cherished neighbor, i create the we by smiling
middle of the night when love’s first root concusses
i dry your sweat soaked shirt on the doors of my
eyes
angel names me for lunatic
in the new garden
jade stadiums cut the collar
of breathing’s persistent torment
to unearth the bloom
of our living schemes and sun
light drinks my eyes right out of me
i was a thrashed plea eased by self-forgetting
emblazoned by the obdurate spirit of demolished luck
the heat of ripe speech half right
my heart reprises the cameo
of your cute, sort of
acceptable god
who comes as mist and splitting onset
cradling speed, dispensing the psycho-perfect theme
revival devours our strife with ease
joan (untitled)
morale is actually a myth
like cooperative interference deters
terror, renders a decision
fractal superstitious
is this the final straits of desperation
every rational option
tried and failed
achievement raids and decimates even
wonder
in my father’s garden
no prolific faction
or brief and secondary visions
i was divine three times
without the help
of others
unmoved except for their own suffering
or the bizarre coincidence
of conditional grace
static
after Simone de Beauvoir
exit wandering, sole
slipping beyond the shoe
genuine levitation and storied vision
cuts a loss more quiet than sky
lone stars blue for jacaranda
hauling turnpike devotion, diaphanous glitch
one does not offer an ethics to a god
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Ivanna Baranova is a poet and the author of CONFIRMATION BIAS (Metatron Press). She lives in Los Angeles and helps with communications at The Poetry Project.